"Look in the mirror. What do you see?"

Every time that i look in the mirror

i see someone that i don't even know.
i see someone that i need to learned to live with

i only wish i knew what she was looking for,
when she look in the mirror.

i see someone who needs to figure out how to be happy with herself,
Within the  shattered fortress that once bound her!
i see all the dark secrets, past mistakes, downfalls and flaws.
The dirty parts that need cleaning.
if i take a closer look, i can see her golden soul, the true self, glistening through the black spots.
i see her flaws, but they just show me where she need's to improve.
i see her golden spots reminding me that nothing is ever completely ruined and stained and that i can rub off the black spots and find gold underneath it all.
i see someone who is troubled, and trying to cheat old age.
i see someone who is lost and sad. A person who is wishful and trying hard to get beyond the hurts of her heart.
i see someone who was beautiful, but now is just getting old and is maybe still pretty.
i see a lonely soul, trying not to be empty, trying to hold on to humanity and love.
i see  neither fat nor skinny i see a person tired of pain, but not ready to "throw in the towel .
i see a woman whose heart is sore , but the woman in the mirror is stubborn and won't let her pain win.
she will not give in to the demands of her pain and will not let this world hurt her anymore!!!!!!!

i see the little girl in her that wants to fulfill her dreams.
she's pushing  and pushing , trying to guide me in the right direction, but she doesn't know which way to turn.
i need to help her and i have faith that one day soon, i will.

Until then, settle down, little girl!!!