If life was not so full or half as hectic as it is, we could laze around, together all day every day, filling our time with each other, being together and be happy with that. You may say that in time, we might become bored with one another's company or that we might become complacent in our relationship, being together all the time but i can say right here and now that if it were at all possible to be together 24 hours a day, MG and i would be... we have said on so many occasions that apart, we are like two halves of a whole, incomplete, that we feel as if a part of us is missing when we are separated, and its true, but as said..life isn't like that and needs must, so we continue with our lives and the realities of that, which take MG away from home and heart more often than we both would wish. Each time he returns, to rekindle the flame that burns between us, we give to one another, love, warmth and companionship that carries us over and beyond the next separation.
You may think that sound all mushy and sickly, but, trust me when i say that never where there two people who had so much love for one another that even to be apart for a few hours is painful beyond words. Young love you might think, but not so, three years we have been together, three lovely beautiful years in our D/s relationship and with each passing year we grow deeper and closer together, stronger within our roles and happier with what we have created for ourselves, forging new aspects together as we build on the firm foundation that comes only with trust and honesty, integrity, love and faith in each other.
Nothing will ever knock what we have, no amount of outside forces can damage or break the hold we have on our lives, our M/s will continue to grow and deepen until we reach the final goal, which for me is total power exchange, the ultimate in the D/s, M/s way of life..to give up totally to MG, my Master, ever aspect of my life, for him to have power and control over. Freely, willingly, i give it, i offer it to him, all we need is for him to be willing and ready to take that control... not something that will happen over night or next week, its a huge step, a vast concept for one man to take hold of, let alone grasp and hold on to, time is needed, much time and a lot of thought, care and attention to detail, but in the end, we will get to the place we wish to be, together, even if it takes us an eternity... Doesn't matter... the road we travel along isn't always easy, isn't always just as we would like it, but we are going no where off our charted course, we will arrive at our destination and when we do, we will have taken the time to make sure that everything is as it should be so that once we are there, life will be exactly as we wish it to be, for us. No one else has that much bearing on our intended destination, only we two, we have mapped it out, planned our course, have set the heading and as each day/week/month and year passes, we move closet to our ultimate heaven on earth. Together, as one, always.
i love this man, beyond words, beyond reasoning sometimes, that love causes me pain, because it is impossible to give as much as i wish too, to make his life sweet and absolute, but i try and will continue to try to the very best of my ability, love, Master/slave, D/s, who knows, what's in a name..all i know is, he is my world and i thank him for allowing me to be a part of his.
Master..i love you, thank you for returning that.
i am, Your slave, cleo xoxox
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