Additions

i have added a few links to my blog today, more fun things than anything really serious... however, when i found a Horoscope , not that i normally believe in the things, i was slightly taken aback by its accuracy this week and as such i have thought i would add one to my site and blog and see where it leads.

This week's is as follows (save you going off to read it)

This week's scenario is highlighted by potential petty differences between you and your mate.

It may be best to put personal goals aside in order to work on an important relationship or marriage now. In order to sort out romantic and marital difficulties, you may need to redefine the role you play in the relationship or develop more insight into your partner's needs and issues.

You might need to firm up your commitment to your mate or devote more attention to building a secure foundation for the partnership.

You need to be more tolerant and unselfish and to learn new ways in which you can improve your relating skills.

i showed MG this and i even got "The look" when he read it because this is so true at present, i do need to refocus and redefine where i am going and how i wish to get there. i also need to devote more to my submission and take some more time to think about who i am as MG's slave. i also need to be less selfish (difficult i know) and think more about how much others put in, not just how much i think i do.

We have decided to put some new targets/tasks/rituals in place today and we will see if that gives me a little more focus and hopefully get a few more things done around here while allowing me to have that all important feeling of submission. i cant tell you what these things will be as MG has yet to enlighten me, however much i whinge and whine about wanting to know and wanting to know now... same old cleo...totally impatient but MG has that under control as well and i am told to wait until he is good and ready to discuss these new things with me. Once these have been sorted out i am hoping that they will give me a much needed boost and allow me to regain some of the "s" from within our M/s which i have felt lacking of late.

No ones fault of course, just the same old life stuff getting in the way but that doesn't help me very much when i am feeling totally lost within our M/s and having talked to MG about it during the week, He made the decision that we did need some more time and input into our lifestyle and that when he had time to sort it out, i would be the first to know. i am hoping i wont have to wait too long because i know i really need some focus....

i'll let you know later what MG decides !!!