Monday, December 26, 2005

Eat my own words

Looking back over my last few entries. i guess i was in need of some changes and boy did i get them. pieces missing, change is as good as a rest...etc etc. well thing has certainly changed but now i sit and desire earlier timeslol. one step sat a time (talk about fickle), how things were before the stroke.but we cannot always have what we desire.. i have to keep fighting just to regain some resemblance of my former self.. i will prevail..i will walk again, i will sub to my master again that is now my focus .....to do what i have alway done fo him, which right now i am not capable off, in the mean time i will acheive the quality of life we all have once again but the focus is for me to serve my Master and be able to be mother to my children. careful what you wish for is all i can say. i have my goals all achieable i believe.. time and my detirmination will show if i have the grit need to make at least some inroad for myself.i shall damn well try.Season Greeting to all roll on 2006.. thing can only get better

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

my dear cleo,
i am just writing to let you know that i believe fully that you can & will acheive anything you set your mind to. & your recovery is included. i understand your desire to regain what you can of your former self (more than i can say). i pray that you have your hearts desire. you are blessed with your wonderful children & one of the few real men left in the world, as well as all of us both far and near that have set aside a special place in our hearts for you. & i want you to know you are loved & i am pulling for you & praying for you everyday.
miss you much!
slave neaya