Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Wake Up Call

What a wake up call I had this morning, who needs an alarm clock when you have a text waking you up with the instructions from your Master as to His requirement of his slave today. As he travels home after a long night shift at his place of work texts are sometimes our only means of communication. If there was another job available I am sure he would be doing it, but needs must for the time being and I guess that making the best of a bad situation, at least we do get some free time once the children are at school to openly and freely display some of the new M/s rituals that are being put on place. The requirement that the slave collar is placed around my neck on His return is one such ritual.. for however long Master deems fitting and is only to be removed by Him before he retires for the day to catch up on some much needed and well earned sleep before the afternoon train takes Him back to London for another 12 hour shift. This is how it is right now, 5 nights on, 3 night off and so we continue, round and round but we manage and I can only say here and now that I am so looking forward to the first of the 3 days off to see how far and deeply these new structures will fit into daily life when Master is at home. I shall let you know in a few days.
My other daily collar remains firmly encircling my neck, is never removed and is a constant source of pleasure and comfort to me, without even realising it, i finger it, running my hand over and around it, touching it to bring thoughts of my Master to me throughout the time we are forced to spend apart. The gold snake like band is an elegant piece of jewellery that to anyone outside the lifestyle is an acceptable item for anyone to wear and can be passed of as just that, a nice neck chain.A sore butt is another new item in our repertoire.. it has been known for some time that this slave is a “pain slut” out and out and Master takes great pleasure in making sure that He fulfills this slave's needs in that department but this is no ordinary spanking session, there is no warm up, nothing sensual about it, that is reserved as a privilege that slave must earn or for scening or as a means to aid flying or to pleasure Master, no, this is about pain and is administered in such a way, fast , hard, "show me our arse slave" and with the sole intent on creating an afterglow that will remain for many hours afterwards. For this slave, pain has becoming a means to feeling her Masters presence even when he is away from home, each movement, each time she sits, or having sat and remained there for some time, the discomfort of the sore butt reminds her that this was her Masters doing and thus brings Him back into focus for her. Butt, nipples anywhere that pleases Master can be and is made tender as a means to remind slave of her place in this relationship and to focus her mind on her Master in his absence. And it feels good, even now, sitting here writing this entry, I can feel Him, know he is with me, even if he is miles away. What a way, long may it continue.New beginning, new rituals, new concepts, new mind set even… with each setting we travel further and deeper and no amount of real life stuff is going to get in our way if we can help it… We have been there ourselves, lost some of our D/s in the hustle and bustle of normal nilla life things, but each time we come back.. we cannot not, we are Master and slave.. no matter what.

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