Friday, May 02, 2008

not a perfect woman

i am not a perfect woman. i have flaws both physically and in all other areas. i have things to work through, i see some of those flaws more clearly when i'm alone. i do not want to be stagnant but constantly renewing the inner woman, refining her, perfecting the good and sanding down the bad. Embracing the girl and polishing the woman.There are days when i struggle with feeling less than worthy.
One thing i have come to love over the years is the feeling of certain materials against my skin. The brush of a skirt hemline against a bare leg, really nice stockings, a gorgeous bra, clothes that accent the positive and help erase the things i find negative about my body, hair products that make my hair soft and silky.
As a submissive woman, my heart's desire is to remain graceful and gentle, but for now, what i have before me, the inner woman, the slave, the submissive one can continue to enjoying the things mentioned before and carry on learning to be graceful in manners and disposition.
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